I cant stop this pain. I cant stop the feeling that death is the only option. I have an intake appointment with my new therapist on tuesday...this is my last option before i end everything. Im scared to let her in tho :cry: what do i do? Let her in and hope i wont get burned? i mean i know we are suppose to be able to trust these people.. but wasnt i suppose to be able to trust the men that hurt me? im scared. what do i do?