I am well and truely fucked at the moment. Reading this forum is probably the best thing i have done recently and its very possible that it has kept me alive. My problem is this: I read the post of some people and they are heartbreaking and i see myself in what they descibe. I want to give advice and reasurance that everything will one day be ok, dont harm yourself or kill youself . The sun will come out again for you. But I know that I am giving advice i am unable to follow myself, and that for me things will never get better unless i die. I feel like a liar and a hypocrite.