This is something that has been bugging me for a bit and I was hoping for you guys' take on it. I feel that myself as a "loser" has to commit suicide because he is so inferior to all those around him. I feel that all these people would laugh at me and mock me while I am alive. For instance, they'll mock me for having a mediocre job, having no friends, no girlfriend, etc. while they have all these things and pick on me for lacking them. They laugh at me for being the freak in a sea of normalcy. Yet if I go through and commit suicide because of this, they would all be quite shaken and upset. If I were in the middle of a suicide attempt or just about to do it, they would rush out and work their hardest to save me. It just seems strange to me that they would act hypocritically this way. Even if they don't actually attack me while I am alive, at the very least, they will be very indifferent and not give a damn about me at all. First, most people won't come to you, you have to come to them usually for things to get done. But even if I go to someone for help, they may tell me to get lost and say they are too busy with their own affairs. Yet if I die, they will feel very sad about it. Its just something that is irking me right now. What do you guys think?