I’m sick of this life

[forever_scarred]

my mom wouldnt want me to die but....BUT i dont sleep well anymore, i have constant throbbing, agonizing pain in my heart and soul, i dont eat barely anything and when i do im sick. And when i actually get to sleep i have horrible nightmares bout her lying in the ******* bed, dying....i need her badly - dads already gone -- i need her soo badly, so very badly....thats why i wanna do it -- ive tried the pills but they only make me sicker, they dont KILL me, they dont even KILL the pain....nothing kills the pain not even alcohol....

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
-simple plan-

Im just soo ******* sick of my life...

 

[Digger]

hang on in there....your not without hope and still have a reason to live.

Think about the reasons you have left to live, to be strong for those around you..if that's all that you have left to give when so much has been taken away then its more than enough and your reason to stop trying to die.