I’m 6 months post partum - This is the third time my boyfriend has punched me in my c section scar, I’m in so much pain. I’ve only just had an appointment at the urgent medical care centre today because I feel swelling deep behind scar, we had a fight he and he’s punched me in it again. I’m trapped, he said he’s hated me the whole 2 years were together. I loved him so much, I’ve never been this low in life I don’t know how to get out. I can’t accept help from people something is stopping me leaving, I don’t want to be here but I have massive anxiety about just leaving. I just want to die. I love my daughter more than anything, and have changed so much for her. I see a councillor every week who helps but I can only be so honest so she doesn’t include other services. I’m scared, I can’t do this anymore. My arm is covered due to SHing.
All I want is to know how to be around him after what he’s done until I sort my shit out, family make me worse so can’t go there it’s not a solution. How do I control my anger and hate around him for now? I am disgusted by him and despise him, who the FUCK hits someone where they’ve had major surgery when it’s already hurting. Fucking ****. Advice on how to deal with anger in the heat of the moment and when he’s purposely trying to get to me? I just want to be the bigger person and not entertain him but my hormones are everywhere, I’m in so much pain I can’t look after myself anymore. I hurt so bad...
All I want is to know how to be around him after what he’s done until I sort my shit out, family make me worse so can’t go there it’s not a solution. How do I control my anger and hate around him for now? I am disgusted by him and despise him, who the FUCK hits someone where they’ve had major surgery when it’s already hurting. Fucking ****. Advice on how to deal with anger in the heat of the moment and when he’s purposely trying to get to me? I just want to be the bigger person and not entertain him but my hormones are everywhere, I’m in so much pain I can’t look after myself anymore. I hurt so bad...