Idk why but I've been obsessed with suicide lately again. I reeeeeaaaly want to give it another try and have started thinking about how I would. The only reason I haven't yet is because Itd be the biggest asshole move I could pull on my brothers. They fought so hard to get me better and even wrote me a card saying how they all want me to live and why. I feel so bad wanting to die again on them. :/ idk what to do how can things be going so well for me now and still wanna die? It don't make no sense.