I have come to accept and to live with who I am. I know I will never belong anywhere, never be useful or good for anything, never be accepted, never be trusted, never be anything worth a crap. I just have to accept that I am worthless but must be here for a reason. Hell I have a reason. That's my only reason and he's worth it. Me? I'm not worth a damn thing. I now will remain silent forever on my pain. Bury it and only think of the one who needs me. He matters. I don't.