Srsly, life's become shit. And you should know that since I've fuckin turned to a forum site for help. My parents think I'm looking at porn 24/7 so I'm never alone..My sister is a bitch and hates me. My brother is a bitch also. No one in my family talks to me less they wanna complain or yell at me. Barely anyone even fuckin talks to me at all..I fuckin failed. I'm a fuckin loser who aint got shit to do all day except sit at home at a fuckin computer and write songs that suck ass and make beats that suck more. There's nothing left for me here..Everything sucks, I can't get a woman...I have no real friends and I'm just ready to fucking die. Worst part of it all, I aint got a loaded gun or a way to kill myself. I've gone through a lot of shit this year, thought it was better, but it aint. I'm thinkin of going out and jumping off a high fuckin building or somethin. I know people got it worse..But that's all it will ever be. If I need to keep going to not seem emo, I will.