I always come back here

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Thinice, Nov 19, 2009.

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  1. Thinice

    Thinice Well-Known Member

    Why don't I just hurry up and do it?
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hey, Tom. What's going on?
  3. Thinice

    Thinice Well-Known Member

    Same as always. People pretend to care about me then just walk away.
  4. *sparkle*

    *sparkle* Staff Alumni

    hey :hug: we're here and not going anywhere! am here if you want to talk :)
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :( I know the feeling. That's their loss though! If they want to be selfish let them be.
    Try not to let it bring you down too!
  6. Thinice

    Thinice Well-Known Member

    It isn't their loss though, it's mine. They'll all be perfectly happy not knowing me but I feel like I can't go through life forming relationships with people just for them to leave me.
  7. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    People can really be mean. I'm sorry they've hurt you. It really is their loss, because you seem like a nice person. But I know what you mean; you're the one who gets hurt by it.

    Here if you want to talk. :hug:
  8. Pein

    Pein Banned Member

    people would pretend to care about me too, when in reality they don't care about me. i know how you feel.
  9. Remedy

    Remedy Chat & Forum Buddy

    People are strange, it can be hard to guess motives. Maybe they haven't walked away. If you'd like to talk about it PM me. :hug:
    There are plenty of other people who will be a better friend to you. :)
  10. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am glad you can come here for support You know noone judges here and truly cares about others. I am sorry your friends hurt you though The thing is they were not true friends if they can do this.
  11. tramp_angel

    tramp_angel New Member

    i know.. it hurts.
    it's always been a protective mechanism i guess that i dont let other people in
    when things got dangerous they wanted to help
    so i give my trust and open up. now where've they gone

    it's almost like they got scared off once they learned of my thoughts
    and it makes me feel guilty for being stubborn in my "disordered thinking"

    should have just disappeared quietly instead of turning to friends for such "help"
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