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I always feeling alone and down

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Marti2003

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Tomorrow to the doctor, but after today I feel so empty... I have no feelings, nothing, just empty... it looks like I stopped living already... i am just an empty shell... :(
 

Marti2003

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Been to the doctor.. he will arrange some proffesional support... soon will get a meeting for that... but for now I cannot hold it. I feel so down... no one is available to who I can talk to :( I want to cry, I want to escape this, when does this end :(
 
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Its like nobody cares about me anymore, no one is missing me... good to know when I am dead
Come on man,just hang in there.I know its tough.I've been in your shoes and it can be really difficult .
I myself have been going through a tough time.I keep telling myself be happy for who you are,and dont pity for what u dont have.
I can tell ur a nice guy.Just give it time.And realise that carrying the past will only wear u down.Start fresh,its not too late my friend .:)
 

Marti2003

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Come on man,just hang in there.I know its tough.I've been in your shoes and it can be really difficult .
I myself have been going through a tough time.I keep telling myself be happy for who you are,and dont pity for what u dont have.
I can tell ur a nice guy.Just give it time.And realise that carrying the past will only wear u down.Start fresh,its not too late my friend .:)
Thanks... I try all my best. I just hate to feel alone all the time. Where can I go... My mind js so full of things, but I feel defeated...so empty... dunno what to do anymore...to start fresh, I need to change things, I cannot now, cuz the feeling stays...it is really deep...
Sigh...i want this go away, it makes me crazy
 

Marti2003

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#27
25 May I have an appointment at a special depression centre or dunno how to call that.... sigh... long way to go, I hope I can take it.. I need to fix so many things :(
 

Marti2003

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#28
Feel weird today, still hopefull. Still problems with my gf. She is cold to me... I send flowers to her, tomorrow she will receive it. I hope she will like it. I love her so much, if I loose her it is really my end... then for me my life is over :(
 

Marti2003

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#30
I feel neutrual now, but I think the worst day has to come soon, I do not know if I can handle that... I am afraid... that day will tell me to end or not.
 

Marti2003

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#33
How can you get rid of the nervous feeling all the time. I feel all time pressure on my chest, it sometimes hurt. I have it all day. My head is so full, I wish I could shut it down :( why I feel nervous all the time, my heart bouncing so fast. Every day this felling :( How can I make it stop? Does someone knows?? :(
 

Marti2003

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#35
I do not want feel this way anymore, I had enough of everything, its better for everyone, i am just a burden and a stand in the way person. Its better I make an end soon, i cannot cope it anymore :( i am sorry, i know nothing will be better, i hoped for years and i am getting older , but things are still the same. Better i leave this all, it is too much for me. Better make an end to it, too much suffer i cannot take
 

MisterBGone

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Marti2003, Sorry to hear that you are still suffering so immensely from your condition. If it's any consolation, and why would it be, I haven't improved one iota lately either. Let's just both keep at it, and maybe we can conquer this chaos together. Best wishes, MisterBGone
 

Marti2003

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Thank you... maybe it are empty thoughts, and will never do an attempt. But I feel so trapped. I cannot go anywhere. While I try to meet friends to empty my head, but they are busy and no time. I have not a lot of friends, so soon done with asking... everyone is so busy with their lives. Feel so empty... i wish I had more strenght, I hope I can handle, only my mind is really screwing with me. Wish there was a on/off switch for thoughts for that :(
 
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