Where do I begin?
How do I put into words how empty my life has always been.
Growing up I read somewhere that it gets better in adulthood but honestly i really hasn't.
Everyday I look at myself in the mirror and ask "why don't people like me?. Why don't they ever give me a chance.?.
It's not like I'm dull or too quiet.. I'm not. I'm just your regular kind of human.Flawed as I can be but still pushing forward.
But the sad reality is that I have never worked before in my life.i have Various certifications but no one to hire me.i have searched and begged,still same story.
I would have gone straight to entrepreneurship but you need capital for that which I don't have.
So I'm always home hoping to God that I get enough courage to kill myself<Mod Edit - Timelines>
Don't feel sad for me.
I used to feel sad for me but I'm done.
I'm at that point where I'm constantly checking out an anonymous hide out where I can kill myself and no one will find my body .
That's the only reason I'm still here.
Well,here's to hoping i find one before <Mod Edit - Timelines>
Wish me luck.
How do I put into words how empty my life has always been.
Growing up I read somewhere that it gets better in adulthood but honestly i really hasn't.
Everyday I look at myself in the mirror and ask "why don't people like me?. Why don't they ever give me a chance.?.
It's not like I'm dull or too quiet.. I'm not. I'm just your regular kind of human.Flawed as I can be but still pushing forward.
But the sad reality is that I have never worked before in my life.i have Various certifications but no one to hire me.i have searched and begged,still same story.
I would have gone straight to entrepreneurship but you need capital for that which I don't have.
So I'm always home hoping to God that I get enough courage to kill myself<Mod Edit - Timelines>
Don't feel sad for me.
I used to feel sad for me but I'm done.
I'm at that point where I'm constantly checking out an anonymous hide out where I can kill myself and no one will find my body .
That's the only reason I'm still here.
Well,here's to hoping i find one before <Mod Edit - Timelines>
Wish me luck.
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