I have feelings for my cousin. She is a minor. Since she is a minor I am therefore a monster. She won't get out of my head. I won't hurt her, or get anywhere near her, but I cannot live knowing I am attracted to someone younger than me. I have a small penis and will never find a mate. I've been jelqing for over a year, and no exercises or stretches have helped to increase me in size. I am useless. I will never know love. I am a monster. I must die. I will kill myself tonight. <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods> I will die. It must be done.