Its censured whatever you are planning to do, but NO! Do not. Give your life a chance! I know people can be a straight pain but do not cry over them because that is not going to work, you have to tell them you sure are willing to be standing by your own, have a great life, gets a B/Gf, somewhere to live/work, and magic your anxiety's away... Did I ever told you it was an easy way to go? Please, I think you are strong, but, like me, a ride to discover...