I am afraid of aging. I really hate how things turn out every year since I turn 20 and I cannot keep this up. I really hate the ravages of age and how people treat you once you reach a certain age. I am not successful at anything and am completely lonely. I kinda wish everything would go away for a while and leave me alone but am afraid this will just make me older and depressed. I know this is a weird problem but its affected me for so long now.