I have been reading the threads here for quite sometime now and I sympathize with these fellow people, those who wish to take their life. There is so much pain and atrocity that exists. Yet there is no excuse for any of it. The rapes, the molestations, the homicides, the tortures, the hate crimes, the abusive relationships, the extortions, and the blood drenched wars that keep repeating like a damn broken record. All of this seems a bit...absurd. I have seen enough and no longer want to have any part in this dystopian cesspool that is somehow called a world. There are a few last things that I've always wanted to do. I am going to do these last things and try to enjoy them as much as I can. It will be a month, give or take a week, until I accomplish/complete them. Once I am through with these last goals I am cashing in my chips.