It's good for me when I have my fuck ups laid out for me to see. Then I understand that I have done wrong, and it reminds me not to do it again, and that I can be better. Well, the other side of that coin is that I feel I will always screw up or cause some damage. I think wow, I really messed that up, maybe people think less of me, maybe they don't like me at all anymore. I don't want anyone to have a bad opinion of me because I do the wrong things sometimes. I'm not a bad person, I don't even do things on purpose but it just creates problems. So how do I learn to let go of that and move on? I feel like there is no place for me in this life if all I do is leave a mess wherever I go.