I am an alcaholic

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by voices_inmy_head, Apr 15, 2008.

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  1. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    And want to continue being one as I feel alot, for example today, I would not of gotten through it without my friend by my side.

    If I die early because of it that is just a plus.

    The only thing that could come bad from this is if I hurt someone else.
     
  2. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    im sitting here thinking why did you leave me, why did you leave me, who I am talking to is everyone... i spent a few years feeling ok, and since they left me i have been self destructive.

    WHY did you leave me? No matter how hard I try to scrap you back you wont come back...

    Why!
     
  3. gag

    gag Well-Known Member

    I want to move somewheres rural and live out the rest of my life drunk.

    I hate drinking with other people now, it used to be plenty fun, now I always end up getting myself in trouble when I drink with others.
     
  4. voices_inmy_head

    voices_inmy_head Well-Known Member

    I always want to move away, that would feel like heaven to me...

    I found beer, which has put me in a pretty good mood as I thought I drank it all last night
     
  5. bobo

    bobo Member

    I am also an alcoholic. I have been sober for about 8 months now. I go to AA and that program combined with some therapy has helped stop the drinking. Of course I am still a depressed, suicidal, nutcase who still has issues with pills but the drinking stopped, at least for now. Have you thought of AA or is that not really an option?
     
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