I can't take this anymore, I know it sounds cliche and everyone that gets fed up says this. But really, i can't allow myself to hurt like this anymore. I contimplate suicide pretty much everyday and the only thing that is holding me back is my mom, It would be to selfish to end my own life since me and her are the only true people we have in our lives. I have no friends in this world, no one i can call up just to hang out with. I don't have a girlfriend, and havn't had one in over 2 years. I feel as though im worthless to everyone, why would they want to waist their own time on me?? I hate to sound like a weak bitch, but i truely am. Hopefully i can make this forum my new home, you all sound like really good people.