No one wants to hear my pleas for help. I have lost everyone. My angel ,my best friend has been talking to people that literally said they wish me dead. I dont feel safe here. Someone. ANYONE PLEASE I WANNA GO HOME!!!! GOD DAMNIT WHY AM I CURSED!!!!! I WILL DRIVE TO THE LAKE BY THE BIG OAK TREES Im a living virus. I wanna feel safe. Im cold.