I am contaminated

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by zen14, Sep 21, 2006.

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  1. zen14

    zen14 Guest

    No one wants to hear my pleas for help. I have lost everyone.

    My angel ,my best friend has been talking to people that literally said they wish me dead.

    I dont feel safe here. Someone. ANYONE

    PLEASE

    I WANNA GO HOME!!!! GOD DAMNIT WHY AM I CURSED!!!!!

    I WILL DRIVE TO THE LAKE BY THE BIG OAK TREES

    Im a living virus. I wanna feel safe. Im cold.
     
  2. Wonderstuff

    Wonderstuff Staff Alumni

    Why do you feel like a living virus?
    I'm sorry that people haven't been supportive...
    Please stick around and keep talking...we will be here to listen :hug:
     
  3. babycheeses

    babycheeses Active Member

    Wow people wished you dead? That's so wrong. I don't get people sometimes: apart from cruel it's also very nonspecific.

    You should feel safe but why wouldn't you be? And what makes you feel like a virus? Did you do something wrong?
     
  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    What horrible thing to be told...we do not wish you dead here, in fact, we want you safe and comfortable...please keep posting so that we can show you that...big hugs, Jackie
     
  5. Jenova

    Jenova Well-Known Member

    It's unfortunate that people feel the need to be cruel to others. Keep in mind that while they're directing this cruelty towards you, that they probably feel pretty insecure themselves. Bullys, whether they are child or adult, tend to be fearful and insecure. To protect themselves from these feelings they project them on to other people.

    Of course that doesn't make those words hurt any less.
    Can you avoid these people? If so, I suggest you do. They don't deserve your time. You're worthwhile and deserve better treatment than that.

    *hug*

    J.
     
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