I am contaminated

[zen14]

No one wants to hear my pleas for help. I have lost everyone.

My angel ,my best friend has been talking to people that literally said they wish me dead.

I dont feel safe here. Someone. ANYONE

PLEASE

I WANNA GO HOME!!!! GOD DAMNIT WHY AM I CURSED!!!!!

I WILL DRIVE TO THE LAKE BY THE BIG OAK TREES

Im a living virus. I wanna feel safe. Im cold.

 

[Wonderstuff]

Why do you feel like a living virus?
I'm sorry that people haven't been supportive...
Please stick around and keep talking...we will be here to listen :hug:

 

[babycheeses]

Wow people wished you dead? That's so wrong. I don't get people sometimes: apart from cruel it's also very nonspecific.

You should feel safe but why wouldn't you be? And what makes you feel like a virus? Did you do something wrong?

 

[Sadeyes]

What horrible thing to be told...we do not wish you dead here, in fact, we want you safe and comfortable...please keep posting so that we can show you that...big hugs, Jackie

 

[Jenova]

It's unfortunate that people feel the need to be cruel to others. Keep in mind that while they're directing this cruelty towards you, that they probably feel pretty insecure themselves. Bullys, whether they are child or adult, tend to be fearful and insecure. To protect themselves from these feelings they project them on to other people.

Of course that doesn't make those words hurt any less.
Can you avoid these people? If so, I suggest you do. They don't deserve your time. You're worthwhile and deserve better treatment than that.

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J.