...in myself. After two years of barely self harming, I did it again. And even worse, I told my boyfriend that I did, and showed him the marks, too. The problem is, he's really close to my dad, and I hope he doesn't say one word of it...I made him swear to God not to tell, and in exchange, I'll never do it again.... :wallbash: Oh, God. Why did I promise that...? But I only did it because I forgot how it felt (I did this about a week ago)...and I was feeling terrible 'cause I took myself off of my meds (which I am back on as of yesterday.) I'm afraid that I'll have to go back to the hospital or something...and I just got back from there just a few weeks ago..... Would I even have to go back...? ... Man, I just really, really hope he doesn't say anything. It won't do any good for anybody.