I haven't been around in a while but wanted to stop in and let everyone know that lately, I have been OK. I still think about it but haven't been real serious lately. I am still sad. Yesterday, I saw a little girl running around with a butterfly net and it reminded me how my little girl used to do the same thing. It didn't matter that there were no butterflies. She just liked to run around swing it with a big smile on her face. Yeah, I cried yesterday. but it was different. I miss her and I am still sad that she is gone but I remembered the time and recognized it as a happy memory. I don't think I will ever stop missing her or be truly happy ever again, but I think I just might be able to tolerate life again. Thank you everyone for your help and support.