I am through with life crapping all over me. I am through with having the talent and the ambition but never the means. I am through with being screwed over because I am the nice guy. I am through being used, abused, and manipulated by women (no offense to the women). I used to be viewed as a god amongst my friends and family. I have fallen so far from where I once was. I will use my talents now, even the ones that are looked down upon. I will no longer be afraid of my future or lament my past. I will take what I deserve, rather than waiting for others to see I deserve it. Nice guys finish last; I will prove that as a fallacy!