Basicallywoke up in a panic this morning. I can'tget out of bed. I feel like I need to end this pain ASAP. I gave myself false hope last night by reading all these stupid articles on how to get your ex back, believing it is possible if i just leave her alone completely for a while. This mornibg I realized I was just being stupid in believing this and am back to planning my end.
Hi
I too did all that, I spent money on downloading things to read & put into practice.
My problem being I can't contact my wife as I'm on bail.
It's been 2 months of not hearing from her & it's killing me.
We may still have a chance I don't know but I have plans in the back of my mind if it gets too much.
I've been counting down the days till the trial then I get a letter to say it's being put back but they can't say when.
It's like a mental torture but the courts don't care, to them I'm just another statistic, they don't think of the human side & the emotional turmoil it causes.
Right now I'm just waiting to see what to do, it's getting too much at times & I really don't know how much more I can handle right now.
All I can suggest is give it time but as we all know that's the hardest part.
I think it is true to give her a bit of space but let her know you're there for her.
It's horrible my friend but if I can last 2 months anyone can, I'm not strong at all but take each day at a time.
I try to keep busy but admit I drink most nights to help me fall asleep.
I'm on Prozac to help cheer me up & it's sort of working I think but still most days are hard.
Be strong & do whatever u have to do to keep yourself busy, it's not easy but do whatever u can to get by each day.
Who knows, it may all work out for u with her, that's what I'm hoping for with my wife.
Take care & look after yourself.