I was looking at my window everyday. I don't know. I don't want my post to trigger anyone else here. But today I am very very emotionally drained and I don't think I have anymore strength to fight with the demons much longer. I am losing this battle. Help me please! Don't ask me go see a doctor or go get myself admitted into hospital please!! Please say some motivating words to me. I need your kind words to pull myself together and find the inner strength inside me again and rise to fight in this battle. I am crying as I write up this post. Please don't scold me. I am as worn out as you. I am just another human being with emotions and I need you to help me now. Please!