I can beleive this. I am having a hard enough time keeping myself alive and all this shit piles up at once and I can't take it, I really can't. That attorney, I can beleive her, damn it. What's she do I CAN'T BELEIVE HER. I go to court for my disability she doesn't show or call or anything.. I am left there alone, then now like 5 minutes before they close on Friday she leaves a message on my voice mail saying that she made an appt for me in a different town not even saying the time of which I need to be there, guess when it is? it's Monday. She knows I don't have a ride to take me do a different town, she didn't even ask me what'd work, she just made the appt and gave me part of the info, I don't even know where the appt is. She's setting me up for failure. If I don't show they could totally drop my case that's been on going for 3 years! I already decided if I get turned down it's over.. I won't live in the streets or in a house with a fricking pervert. I have no options. NONE. I won't live out my life been a agoraphobic homeless person. It's over if I lose the case. I've promised someone that I will hold off until they make their choice, but it's slim now. I'll lose I know it.. so I may go t hell, I don't know what happens if you commit suicide, and it scares me but I can't go thru anymore. I can't...... there's been too much and I can't end up in that possition.