I am going crazy. I have a demoralising job that I took up because of desperation for money, a diploma course I took up just so I could get out of the job, and now a cat that is peeing everywhere. I can't get out of the job because I need the money to fund the course and the cat. I can't quit the course because I signed a contract and I can't leave the cat because how could I? I had a panic attack last night just thinking of all these and it was terrible. I feel like it's best if I left this world and maybe all these bad decisions I made can undo themselves. I need help but don't know where to look for it.