Yes you can trust someone again whether you believe that or not, but you have to be alive to find that out.
Yes I know that the pain is overwhelming and it's hard to breath, think, move, or even care. You feel like you are all alone and no one else will every understand you the way you want them too, am I some what close?
I know words are just that and they don't seem like they can make a difference, and they do very little to stop the pain. But you need to really consider you choice carefully because that gives you no second chances. Is it really going to put you at peace can you be 100% sure that is the case. Could it worse then what you are dealing with now, how can you be sure.
We all have our own beliefs and I don't need to know what your are that is for you. Just think about something for a moment if you will please.
Look at all the people that are trying to help you here, do you really think that they don't care about you? We want to help you get threw this some how way shape or form. I know it isn't going to be easy nothing ever is, but if you give us a chance will we do all that we can to help you.
When things seem to be the darkest just look harder it is there somewhere you just have to look for it, there is a glimmer of light somewhere just keep looking.