I have struggled with depression since 4th grade. I have anxiety since kindergarten. I was recently diagnosed with purely obsessional ocd. I have likely had that since I was born,it only now has been diagnosed. I have attempted suicide once before,and I have thoughts almost every day. In 6th grade I had a plan,last night I had a plan,and I called suicide hotline,the only time I've ever done so. I realized talking with them that I don't trust my support group,and so I came here in hopes that I can use it as my support group, I tried to commit suicidal the Wednesday before last,then and there I didn't have a plan. This is my story.