Am I being ignored by this community? Am I being given the cold shoulder for recognising my flaws and for taking full and utter responsibility for my own actions?.You all seem to be gearing up to thinking that you are all snow white and have never occupied the role of the abuser in your lives. Am I the bad man that no-one wishes to talk to? I guess honesty doesn't pay,i guess its also not advisable to talk openly and frankly about ones past. And to her,yes her...I know you have followed me here and you cannot even bring yourself to pipe up and tell me that I am not alone,that you are here. Well thanks for nothing my beautiful one,I guess it is yet another Christmas in the company of Whiskey Bottles and bad memories......as for the rest of you,congratulations on letting me feel what it is like to be set apart from ones peers. BASTARDS!!!!!YOU HAVE WOUNDED ME!!!!!!!!