Some bad stuff happened at work that has put me back emotionally to where I was three years ago. Now I am numb and making plans. I hurt so much, but I can't see any way out. I wonder what I did to deserve to be treated so badly. Whatever it was, I am sorry. I realize this is vague, and doesn't make sense, but there is no one I can tell, not even a counselor. No hate, please. I've had enough.