I didnt sleep last night but for 3 hours. For those three hours i had a wretched dream that left me in a sweaty panick attack when i woke, and left me trying not to scream out. I couldnt stop shaking. Curse you brother. You didnt do this to me, but you saw me down and have made me suffer every time i am low since, but just remember this next time i break down and you act all innocent: I scream in fear of the pain you inflict, I cry in fear of the lonliness that eats me, I cower in fear because of the past things you did, I shiver in fear that nobody hears my screams. I bleed in fear that you dont really care, Im rude in fear that if im not you will hurt me more, Im lonely in fear the you arent really there, I push on in fear that if i dont itll be just like before... I dream in fear of the monsters you created that haunt me, I wake in fear that those monsters are completely real, I scream in fear that the those monsters might someday catch me, I type in fear that my pain you cannot feel. I push away in fear of caring too much, I hate you in fear that i will become like you Im shy in the fear that of your joke i am the pun, I live in fear the death will not come soon.