I am in fear.

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by ThornThatNeverHeals, Jul 3, 2011.

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  1. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    I didnt sleep last night but for 3 hours. For those three hours i had a wretched dream that left me in a sweaty panick attack when i woke, and left me trying not to scream out. I couldnt stop shaking. Curse you brother. You didnt do this to me, but you saw me down and have made me suffer every time i am low since, but just remember this next time i break down and you act all innocent:

    I scream in fear of the pain you inflict,
    I cry in fear of the lonliness that eats me,
    I cower in fear because of the past things you did,
    I shiver in fear that nobody hears my screams.

    I bleed in fear that you dont really care,
    Im rude in fear that if im not you will hurt me more,
    Im lonely in fear the you arent really there,
    I push on in fear that if i dont itll be just like before...

    I dream in fear of the monsters you created that haunt me,
    I wake in fear that those monsters are completely real,
    I scream in fear that the those monsters might someday catch me,
    I type in fear that my pain you cannot feel.

    I push away in fear of caring too much,
    I hate you in fear that i will become like you
    Im shy in the fear that of your joke i am the pun,
    I live in fear the death will not come soon.
  2. Kiba

    Kiba Well-Known Member

    :hug: Fear can be so hard... :( I like your poem though. Sending you some hugs :hug:
  3. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    fear screws me up
  4. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    screw fear, im just full of rage.
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