I am in so much pain, does <Mod Edit -Methods> hurt more?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by endofmyropemissouri, Mar 14, 2009.

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  1. endofmyropemissouri

    endofmyropemissouri New Member

    I am going through a divorce, i have lost my best friend, family, everything that I held sacred to my heart.

    I think about dying every day, I usually start drinking at noon, <Mod Edit - methods>. hoping I pull a Heath Ledger evey night I fall asleep.

    Everytime I get drunk I <Mod Edit - methods>.. yes I am that bad.

    This is the worst i have ever felt in my 43 years of living.

    I want the pain to stop... it consumes me each and every day I dont eat I only sleep when I pass out..

    I pray for god to take me..
     
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  2. worlds edge

    worlds edge Well-Known Member

    Re: I am in so much pain, does a bullet to the head hurt more?

    We're not allowed to discuss 'methods' of ending our lives here, sorry.

    Post reported.
     
  3. plates

    plates Well-Known Member

    Re: I am in so much pain, does a bullet to the head hurt more?

    I know my words mightn't mean much but you're going through so much in your life it's so understandable you're feeling the way you do and it sounds like sheer hell and I know what you mean when death isn't any different from the pain you're living in at the moment.

    Are you getting any support, seeing a therapist?
     
  4. ~Claire

    ~Claire Well-Known Member

    Re: I am in so much pain, does a bullet to the head hurt more?

    Welcome to SF.

    I'm sorry you're feeling so low at the moment.

    I do hope you'll find some support from us here.

    :arms:
     
  5. mdmefontaine

    mdmefontaine Antiquities Friend

    welcome to the forum

    i am glad you reached out here. i have had so much support here - it has helped me go on.

    i wish the same for you - feel free to pm if you want to talk....:console:
     
  6. artikchill

    artikchill Well-Known Member

    I've never been married but I do know how it is to lose a loved one as well as my son. It's the worse moment and feeling in the world. I am currently going through something similar, so feel free to pm me at any time.

    Just stay strong and feel free to talk to us at any time.
     
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