I am just so done.

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lawcat, Jan 27, 2013.

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  1. lawcat

    lawcat Member

    I just can't imagine ever feeling better. I've been struggling with depression for 30 years now, and have been suicidal for more than 20. I have no idea why I am still here except that my attempts in my teens and 20s were not successful because I didn't know enough to do it the right way, and now that I DO know how to do it correctly, I don't have the courage to go through with it or the blindness to the effects it will have on others that I have a responsibility to (mostly my children). But I can't live like this anymore. I don't think there is anything that will help me, because I've tried it all. I've absolutely *never* been happy. What kind of existence is that?
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Any idea what's caused you to be so unhappy?
     
  3. lawcat

    lawcat Member

    Overall or right now? Overall - I've had a pretty shitty life, lots of trauma. Right now I am struggling with too much responsibility and a complicated relationship.
     
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