I am just so done.

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by lawcat, Jan 27, 2013.

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  1. lawcat

    lawcat Member

    I just can't imagine ever feeling better. I've been struggling with depression for 30 years now, and have been suicidal for more than 20. I have no idea why I am still here except that my attempts in my teens and 20s were not successful because I didn't know enough to do it the right way, and now that I DO know how to do it correctly, I don't have the courage to go through with it or the blindness to the effects it will have on others that I have a responsibility to (mostly my children). But I can't live like this anymore. I don't think there is anything that will help me, because I've tried it all. I've absolutely *never* been happy. What kind of existence is that?
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Any idea what's caused you to be so unhappy?
     
  3. lawcat

    lawcat Member

    Overall or right now? Overall - I've had a pretty shitty life, lots of trauma. Right now I am struggling with too much responsibility and a complicated relationship.
     
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