I dont even know why I am posting here minus maybe just to say what is inside of me. I came home thanksgiving day to find my home empty. I called everywhere trying to find my wife and kid. Found out they were in a car accident with my wifes friend and died. I miss them so bad. I goto work everyday to come home to sit outside for hours dreading the minute i open the door. I have been trying so hard to keep myself together but its not working. I just want my wife and kid back PLEASE. Last couple weeks I have moved to causing myself injuries to help myself. All I think about is taking my own life to maybe be able to see my wife and kid again.