I am lost ....

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by see, Aug 7, 2008.

  1. see

    see Well-Known Member

    I am tired …
    no want no will
    no reason no purpose
    the world keeps turning round and round
    the world would just keep turning if i was not around

    i have no hope in myself or this world
    have failed so many times
    not casting blame
    i and i alone am responsible for my own apathy, destructions, patheticness, what ever it is to be called

    where do I find hope reason to breath
    i have been clinging to God
    God who I cant see cant feel cant prove to exist
    its my only hope the only thing bigger than me and this world but
    if i cant turn form my life repent confess change and understand His love and mercy
    i am lost no hiding no secrets….

    so if i die today die tomorrow burn I will
    I am weak and tired, no point to fight no more
    all will be lost anyway I screwed it up……
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