I am making my wounds worse on purpose.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Abby Rose, Nov 5, 2007.

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  1. Abby Rose

    Abby Rose Well-Known Member

    Last night as I was cutting myself, after I saw this one cut on my forearm, something took a hold of me that I can't explain. After seeing the fresh wound the began picking at it with <mod edit: bunny - methods> trying to make it either deeper and/or more widespread, I can't recall the exact reason. After doing this I then tried to make the wound more painful by <mod edit: bunny - methods> that would inhance the pain. What concerns me other then the obvious, is that I don't know why I did this. I thought I knew the reasons I cut myself but this incident now has me questioning thoese reasons, so now I am complelty at a lost, not only cutting myself far more frequently but continuing the pattern of trying to make the wounds worse after the fact, without any reason as to why I'm doing this.
     
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  2. jane doe

    jane doe Well-Known Member

    i usually do that for not making new scars, but the thing is that those scars will never leave, i made the first one of them 3 years ago, and i still have it. besides the more deep you cut, the harder is to not making it deeper. pm me if you need help or talk.
     
  3. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    I make mine worse too. It's like a cut isnt good enough
    so I add salt and other stuff to make it sting!!!
     
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