Hello, I just signed up today, and I am chronically depressed, have severe anxiety, and I am mentally disabled in many ways: attention deficit disorder, learning disabilities, obsessive compulsive disorder, and a low IQ. For these reasons, I want to die. The only thing is that I don't have the courage to take my own life, so I wait and hope for natural death, or that someone else would do it in a painless manner, or that any possible gods or ETs would do it as an act of compassion. Physicians have tried all prescriptions on me, but none work. Methylphenidate has helped a little with the ADD though, but it's still hard to remain employed: I'm currently unemployed. I make my time go by engaging in fantasy: I really like watching science fiction: stuff that takes me away from the reality of the current world. Have a nice day!