I am damaged. I am broken. I am so far gone and no one has a clue, but yet I always try to help my, also damaged, family. I give them money. I give them rides. I try to be there for them when they're in trouble and nobody cares. Nobody appreciates a damn thing. I am literally nobody to them and it's sort of funny lol I am so stupid. Why am I so stupid? I'm so sad that I feel it in my bones. I just want to go home, but I don't have one. I feel like an outcast no matter where I go. I just don't want to be alone. I'm so sad. Life just really sucks.