I cant belive it I got over it as soon as i got my answers. I dont feel like going in deatils but i have long felt sthn is not right. Talks after brake up cleard all up tooo good. I CAN TRUST MYSELF AGAIN. !!!!!!!!! It feels so great~!!! I want to scream and share it to all the world!!:biggrin: My intuition wasnt liying to me ever and i am not insain despite all the bad curcumstances i was put in with my own fault and without it.