I keep telling myself to pick a date and I never can. I keep thinking about what would be the less painful/messy I just want to do. I'm ready, lord; if you exist, take me or I will take myself. I woke up this morning and thought I had died. It took hours before I actually was able to speak to someone who confirmed i"m still unfortunately alive. What can I do? I want to go to "the other world"- not a mental hospital. Please, please help. EDIT. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME. DON'T LIE AN SAY YOU DO CARE BECAUSE YOU DON'T. .