I am over thinking it.

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by mlxjaded, Dec 15, 2009.

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  1. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    I keep telling myself to pick a date and I never can.
    I keep thinking about what would be the less painful/messy
    I just want to do.

    I'm ready, lord; if you exist, take me or I will take myself.

    I woke up this morning and thought I had died. It took hours before I actually was able to speak to someone who confirmed i"m still unfortunately alive.

    What can I do?
    I want to go to "the other world"- not a mental hospital.

    Please, please help.


  2. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    I don't know you, but I care. :hug:
  3. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    WHY would you care?

    I'm just me.

    Plain'ole, ugly'ole, pathetic'ole me.
  4. Ordep

    Ordep Well-Known Member

    We all matter.

    I don't have to know you to know you matter. Living is a right, living happily is also a right, but one we have to fight for, and we're here to help eachother fight for that. So yeah, you do matter.
  5. nolonger

    nolonger Well-Known Member

    What Pedro said.

    If so many people think that we should live and they have an apparent urge to do so maybe we should stick around and try to think that there is hope. But you do matter, everyone matters. Remember this is a mental illness talking, NOT YOU. It may seem as though you have become the mental illness(I actually think that of myself nearly :() but remember that there is a you behind this smear of unhappiness.

    Keep holding on mlxjaded :), it may seem strange and completely untrue but there are people that care :).
  6. wallflower

    wallflower Well-Known Member

    You're not alone. Hang in there, please.

    It's hard to explain this without getting into an essay, but I think that God does care and that no matter what he will be there.
  7. TWF

    TWF Well-Known Member

    Just to clear up, I honestly, honestly care for anyone suffering from suicidal feelings or depression because I know how bad it is and I'd want support when depressed myself. I'm sure everybody else feels the same, please hold on.
  8. mlxjaded

    mlxjaded Well-Known Member

    Okay am I really going nuts or did two posts get deleted from here from last night? One of which were mine?! :huh:
  9. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi mlx, yes the server has moved which resulted in some posts disappearing.

    How are you feeling today?
  10. bubblin girl

    bubblin girl Well-Known Member

    i post so many post in SF last night and all gone today...we should be patince the next few days untill they make what they want...
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