I keep telling myself to pick a date and I never can.
I keep thinking about what would be the less painful/messy
I just want to do.
I'm ready, lord; if you exist, take me or I will take myself.
I woke up this morning and thought I had died. It took hours before I actually was able to speak to someone who confirmed i"m still unfortunately alive.
What can I do?
I want to go to "the other world"- not a mental hospital.
Please, please help.
EDIT.
NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME.
DON'T LIE AN SAY YOU DO CARE BECAUSE YOU DON'T. .
I keep thinking about what would be the less painful/messy
I just want to do.
I'm ready, lord; if you exist, take me or I will take myself.
I woke up this morning and thought I had died. It took hours before I actually was able to speak to someone who confirmed i"m still unfortunately alive.
What can I do?
I want to go to "the other world"- not a mental hospital.
Please, please help.
EDIT.
NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME.
DON'T LIE AN SAY YOU DO CARE BECAUSE YOU DON'T. .