i think a lot of the people around me feel overwhelmed by my sitatuion at present especially those who know the most. Thing is even the people im closest too dont know the true extent of things and i couldnt telll them,couldnt put them through that especially when im still struggling so much to accept help. But now this seems to overwhelming ot everyone around me including professionals. Everyhting seems too overwhelming and i dont blame them for feeling that way.i dont blame them one bit. In fact i understand.But i overwhelm myself too.i am overwhelmed by my sitatuion i am overwhelmed and alone but why are the suicidal feelings still so strong?