I Am Posting Here Because

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Godsdrummer, Jun 10, 2010.

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  1. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    This may yet get me and I may soon find myself in a crisis.

    It seems like crap is starting to take it's toll. Or is it? maybe it's all in my head.

    But still today my car seems worse than ever.
    I am having issues with a nerve in my right thigh I think. That could affect my ability to play drums as that is the foot I use to play bass drum.

    Also....I dont think I am going to make it thru the 50-60 mins of music we are playing a week from tomorrow. I think my right arm will literally stop working at some point.

    I am feeling scared and terribly saddened all of a sudden. Worry is gripping me, and choking me every minute.
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

  3. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    Thanks WC. I am making a decision tonight.
  4. Gina

    Gina Member

    It has helped me sometimes to think that dead is forever, yeah this sucks but I might as well stick around and see how everythings turns out.
    Kind of like 'maybe the movie will get better, I don't have anything else to do so might as well stay.'
    I'm new here have struggled a long long time and I'm stuggling now, so forgive me if I can't stay with you long.
    You are in a good location, here.
  5. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    I know you're dealing with a lot, but I hope the decision you make is a positive one. You've made it through so much and you can make it through this too.
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