I am tired of being alone. I know one has to be happy alone before they can be happy with someone but I am so lonely. I am basically happy with the steps I have taken to better my life. Where I work, they opened the outside bar and I have to see all the happy couples sitting and dancing together. I go to the grocery store and see families shopping. It seems as though everywhere I look I see happy couples. I know I will never have that. I have turned into a mean spiteful person. I never get a break, I never get a chance. Sorry for starting so many threads.