I come on this site when I am feeling bad, because I know that I will feel better when I help someone else, but after I have been off of the site for a while the fear begins to come back on me. I am 55 and lost my job in September. It such a long story, but none it really matters except that it has brought me to where I am today. I don't know what to do. I can't find a job and sometimes the aniexty just takes over. I spend a lot of time by myself. I am staying with my sister, but I can't let her see my fear, because she is having to work so hard to support the two of us. I just don't know what to do. I feel like I am suspended in air and I am just dangling waiting for the fall and praying that when it comes something will catch me. God I hate this. I have always been so independent. I just need simple advice for getting through this crisis. I am afraid that I am going to lose my car. I don't know. I feel silly saying anything with others having so many problems, but I am just afraid.