its been 28 years now and i am still alone and peer less. I am from Pakistan and I am beginning to hate this country for how hard this society has made life for me. I am struck between the family and the society, both of which do not want me to succeed and be happy. I want a life for my self and i want freedom where by i might do what ever i feel like. I am starved for life I am 28 years old and i have never had sex. I hate myself some times. To worsen the matters still, I have this abdominal pain since 1995 and till now its not been cured.I want to run away from Pakistan but can't. I hate this society for the way it has treated me. I am ill alone and at the mercy of my family and this dirty society. Only hope is that i will be graduating in December with my MBA and finally i will be able to get a job and make enough money to lessen my pain. I am lookin for friends. I need people .I need to feel the human touch and i need to enjoy life but i don't know if i will ever be able to do it.