It feels like I have to finally let go, I am so alone it hurts. I have no friends to see or anything to do any more, and i'm only 21. My life is getting worse and worse. All I can do is walk outside alone but even the outside air doesn't help me feel any better any more. This is probably a stupid question.. do people ever meet up on forums like this? Is there a way to see if there is anyone in my area? I am so so alone. I feel like I can't do this to my parents, but I can't bear things any longer.