The other day my mom took me out shopping because she realized I wasn't doing very well and we needed sometime just the two of us. I was trying on a cashmere cardigan and the matching shell (one of my favorite indulgences). I became so overwhelmed trying to decide if I wanted the shell or just the cardigan, that I began to cry in the middle of the store. My mom was buying it for me and I could have gotten both if I wanted. I just became so overwhelmed by the decision. I felt my chest tightening and a knot in my throat. It was pretty embarassing because my mom was fussing over me and a few of the shop ladies came over to make sure I was okay. I thought I was doing well, but recently I have been crying at times, sometimes random and sometimes when some one tries to talk to me about my life. I just have to get over this.