As you may know by my thread, the situation last night got on top of me, and usually, I'd cut under that sort of pressure, but I didn't, I stayed uncutting, and I am so proud of myself.
I haven't been taking my meds - for the pure reason of they make me worse, and the doctor is going to try me on some carmazapine after christmas, he agrees that my medications does sometimes actually worsen cases of BiPolar.
So, all is good in SpikeyLand, X-mas is four days away, and for once, I am looking forward to it.
I have been in a good mood almost continuously for a few weeks now - except for a few blips - but even they are almost unnoticable.
I've got some self-confidence back (cheers everyone on afterdark for saying I'm pretty).
And, to Bunny and Joe........
NYAH CAUSE I GOT A TEDDY OF MY OWN YESTERDAY!!!!#
I haven't been taking my meds - for the pure reason of they make me worse, and the doctor is going to try me on some carmazapine after christmas, he agrees that my medications does sometimes actually worsen cases of BiPolar.
So, all is good in SpikeyLand, X-mas is four days away, and for once, I am looking forward to it.
I have been in a good mood almost continuously for a few weeks now - except for a few blips - but even they are almost unnoticable.
I've got some self-confidence back (cheers everyone on afterdark for saying I'm pretty).
And, to Bunny and Joe........
NYAH CAUSE I GOT A TEDDY OF MY OWN YESTERDAY!!!!#