I am so ready...

[mrclean4456]

...I've had about enough...everyday is the same...got up today at 4PM...and I hear it was a beautiful day...

Just can't take it anymore...and am so ready to end it all...methods are not to be discussed here...

so...what the heck am I supposed to do...

been fighting depression for 20 yrs now...and just can't take it any more...

Bottom line is I just can't take the stress and pressure of life anymoer...I just can't function...

Somebody PM me please and tell me a quick easy painless way to go...

Death is the only thing that would make me happy!

thanks...

-Kent

 

[dazzle11215]

hi kent

hang in there one more day. like you, i've fought depression for many years - i first thought of suicide when i was 13; i'm 42 now.... that's a long time.

in between the tough years were some great ones; good relationships, travel, adventure, new passions, like photography which i took up in my late 30s.

when you are in the grips of depression it's hard to remember the good times, hard to remember having hope, hard to remember that you loved and were loved. the darkness is all encompassing.

but you've survived this long and you can survive this. i dont' know your circumstances, but want to reassure you that you are not alone, and you won't be as you fight this. one reason: you have us here on SF.

c.