I am so tired of being lonely and all I want is someone to be with, Someone to share my life with and settle down with. I just can’t seem to get anyone. I live in a small town in Texas and The few women I have seen around in my town have rejected me and shot me down. All other women online through dating sites turn me down, ignore me, reject me or block me. I am giving up in thinking there truly is no one out there for me. I am starting to realize I will end up being single and alone for the rest of my life. I am tired of it and Also thinking about killing myself because of it, So I do not have to deal with it anymore. I am so tired of being alone and lonely, Just wanting someone to come home to, To run to me, hug me kiss me welcome me home and someone to love me and be inlove with and be romantic with. Someone to be inlove with me and want me as well. Someone to settle down with make a family. But I am losing hope and giving up on it. I realize it will no longer happen. What is the point in going on when the only thing you want, you can't have???